what you will see and read on this site is a consolidation of the creative works over time. there is no consistent theme with any of this, just as my own life hasn’t been consistent either. we all live our lives as best as we think at the time, but not all plans work out as you think they might. when I started thinking about life, my own circumstances, choices and options, it was then began the dreaming, writing, taking photos, creating films. often in our life direction that we wanted to go, we find it is hindered by other external forces that then makes us reconsider what we have control over and when this arrives, begins to change who we were into something we never thought we would think, say, do or become. by no means is what you see here today is normal. i ask you, what is normal? normal is average. normal is doing as your told, being a good person and to compromise yourself for others. always.

we start off doing things as a young child to please others. we wanted to be liked. nice. be the good boy. I wondered about those who didn’t play by the rules. I was told they were the ‘bad’ kids. were they bad? or did they have the vision to see things as they actually were and saw life in all it’s malevolent honesty before the rest of us. did they feel the burden of others placed upon them as a child. I will never know.